Lana Del Rey
She is my current obsession apart from amy winehouse and marilyn mason . I can just listen to her all day and do nothing at all .
Good morning midnight
Hello again.
If I don’t close my eyes
Days never end.
Tick tick tack tack
Who’s keeping time?
Go away the stop watch
Loosing my mind?
I’m so fixed on, this hide
But I found,
Once you touch the sky
There is no coming down…
Seconds turn to minutes,
And the minutes turn to hours,
And the hours turn to days,
And the world goes round [and round]
The restlessness
You’re in my head
I cannot get you out
Heart on my lips
They serve your kiss
I just can’t live without
The restlessness[x8]
Good morning sunshine
You strike a match
And until the twilight
Brighten the black
Wide awake
But sometimes it seems
Like i’m running back
Where its lost in a dream.
I’m so fixed on, this hide
But I found,
Once you touch the sky
There is no coming down…
Seconds turn to minutes,
And the minutes turn to hours,
And the hours turn to days,
And the world goes round [and round]
The restlessness
You’re in my head
I cannot get you out
Heart on my lips
They serve your kiss
I just can’t live without
The restlessness[x8]
Update on life
I lose all my appetite to eat. I have not finish my antibiotic. I drink just a least a cup of water per day. I have very minimal sleep. The only thing I got going for me is sticks and sticks of cigarettes.
Am I a bad mom?
Well I just delivered a small baby girl 3 weeks ago and I think I may have doubts about stuff.
I am very unhappy with the post pregnancy weight. It does not seem to come off . I had never reach 50kg before I was pregnant and now here I am sitting on 50 exact. Yes I can’t wait to run and jog again I just need to wait till my stitches heals. Talking about stitches, I have yellow pass down under and its freaking painful, I had some complication when the doctors were stitching me up. My husband jokingly said that he would want to marry another women if it doesn’t heal. He even said to me plainly, that he wanted me to heal faster. I can’t keep up with his sexual needs and I feel like shit.
Apart from all this, my baby girl just keep on crying for milk or a change of diaper every 2 hours or so. I know this is normal, but for me, its really tiring and sometimes I just feel like giving up. Put her up for adoption or something. Sometimes I just think that I should just had that abortion months ago. Further more with the 44days of confinement I am dead bored.
I can’t even believe what I am saying! Can you? But these thoughts are really running through my head.
Rhythm 0, 1974 To test the limits of the relationship between performer and audience, Abramović developed one of her most challenging (and best-known) performances. She assigned a passive role to herself, with the public being the force which would act on her. Abramović had placed upon a table 72 objects that people were allowed to use (a sign informed them) in any way that they chose. Some of these were objects that could give pleasure, while others could be wielded to inflict pain, or to harm her. Among them were a rose, a feather, honey, a whip, scissors, a scalpel, a gun and a single bullet. For six hours the artist allowed the audience members to manipulate her body and actions. Initially, members of the audience reacted with caution and modesty, but as time passed (and the artist remained impassive) people began to act more aggressively. As Abramović described it later: “What I learned was that… if you leave it up to the audience, they can kill you.” … “I felt really violated: they cut up my clothes, stuck rose thorns in my stomach, one person aimed the gun at my head, and another took it away. It created an aggressive atmosphere. After exactly 6 hours, as planned, I stood up and started walking toward the audience. Everyone ran away, to escape an actual confrontation.”
She is easily one of my favorite artists.
This is absolutely terrifying.
Wow.
